fuck whoever posted that comment on my last entry. i see your a hella scared ass fool. talk shit to me not online. lal batch.

yes... well fuck you too. im really tired of just about everything right now. the only thing i enjoy is star ocean 3 and im getting really mad at how you cant level up for shit in this game. welly welly welly well well. argh, i am most likley being withdawed from foothill next year/late this year. a credit every two weeks.... so ill be out of ( Read more... )

at the end of the day i hate feeling like ive ruined things or that i shouldve done something different to make my thoughts more clear. some people become more attractive as you get to know them better. i am the opposite. the ability to sustain a meaningful relationship or friendship is impossible for me because people quickly realize that i am ( Read more... )

I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. We were somewhere round Barstow on the edge of the desert when the drugs began to take hold. I can remember saying something like "I feel a bit lightheaded, maybe you should drive..." And suddenly there was a terrible roar all around us and the ( Read more... )

My skin is black-upon me and my bones are burned with heat

no i didnt get hit with napalm but i fucking might as well have. this is not a playground it is a battlefield. indeed!

forget everything im about to say.
its important you appear startled.
i didnt survive the crash.
this is nothing personal.
i just had to stop shaking.
im sorry but i dont feel as if im in any shape to comfort you.

damn as much as i dislike the napoleon dynamite movie thats shitty ( Read more... )

wow i fucked up. im a fuck up in general. i hope they dont think that im here forever. this place is 'unfit' for me to stay in apparently. one of us needs to be the braver person here and its definitely not going to be me. what the fuck happened to me? i really did fuck up. i looked at a picture of myself today and compared it to how i look now ( Read more... )

how can anyone of you stand to look at me ( Read more... )

After the champagne popping from Washington to Crawford, Texas subsides, a re-elected President George W. Bush would reinstate the military draft sometime next spring. Legislation is already on the table in both the House and the Senate, in the form of twin bills S 89 and HR 163, "in order to staff up for a protracted war on terrorism," writes Adam ( Read more... )