well, i think i have found an alternative to taking anti-depressants. skateboarding. you would be proud of me, i've actually already gotten to the point that i don't fall down anymore! i really haven't spent all that much time doing anything but working and skating. mainly because it makes my brain calm down. i can actually come home and lay down ( Read more... )

so, i did it. i spent the christmas money i've been hanging on to for dear life in case of some fabulous thing i want coming along. i bought us skateboards. and actually, aside from being scared to death of being taunted by 12 year old boys, it's been really fun! part of it is just the exhilaration of learning how to do something new. and then part ( Read more... )

another odd couple of days. i had this huge explosive conversation with james last night, where i started saying all kinds of weird stuff that didn't seem true at all until i said it. sometimes you can convince yourself of anything. i am the master of creating problems out of nothing, and seeing the bad in what seems to be good. i know it's ( Read more... )

so..i've decided to take up skateboarding. yep. i know that one does not traditionally begin skateboarding at 23, but it seems like a good idea. i think i'm having an early mid-life crisis. i think i need something new and exciting. and perhaps i've been playing a little too much tony hawk 4 ( Read more... )

so depressing. everyone in the universe is currently studying for their exams this week, and therefore not available to hang out with kelly. i wish i could figure out how to work full-time on a crazy schedule and somehow pay for and have time for school. i like starbucks but i really don't want to do it forever. i think i have already far surpassed ( Read more... )

sorry i've been in hiding lately. my phone got disconnected for a wee bit due to my horrible irresponsibility with paying bills combined with no money. also i had a root canal last week, was on lots of happy pain medicine..and quite frankly wasn't quite coherent enough to have anything meaningful to say ( Read more... )

isn't it good to know that while our schools are fighting for funding, while millions go without health insurance, while so many of us are fighting to live on wages at or barely above poverty level...that mr. bush is spending over 6 billion dollars this year on yet MORE nuclear weapons ( Read more... )

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missing a few days, sorry bout that. i have been venturing into the virtually unknown realm of real life social interactions. it's been weird, but satisfying! it's nice to hang out with someone who doesn't cringe in horror when you snort while laughing or tell stories about playing dungeons and dragons or being at charter. since rachael moved i've ( Read more... )

hmm. so i really don't have much excitement to report. i attempted to have a party last night, but as usual it didn't turn out very well. i should stop making plans, cause they always mess up. it was fairly amusing though, alison's mom and dad made her go home because apparantly they get supa-paranoid when they consume alcohol. they were worried ( Read more... )