Everytime that things get out of control I tend to learn things and grow up just a bit more. Humbling...

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Tonight was rather interesting. I met one of my online buddies for the first time IRL. It was comfortable, friendly comfy. We just hung out and chatted a bit, then we watched a movie. While we were watching the movie his roommate came home...drunk. The dude (drunk roommmate) fell asleep and was snoring, that was cool, no problem. The thing that ( Read more... )

I am currently in London and things are going smoothly. My mom got out of the hospital the day that I left so that was cool. I spoke to my dad this week as well and he said that she is doing better than she has in the past year. It sounds like the last doctor was giving her meds for depression rather than bipolar which in turn makes the bipolar ( Read more... )

Here we go again...mom decided to admit herself back into the mental hospital...I am supposed to go to London next week...my birthday is coming up...is it selfish of me to go to London anyway?

I know my family needs me...but I need sanity...I need a life too...

Do kissing friends work?

I am scared so I am eating cake. Does this cake make me feel better or less scared? No...why then do I resort to it?

I have been so lethargic lately. It is like I don't feel like doing anything at all. Sometimes I feel like King Solomon in the Bible, he goes on and on about how everything is meaningless and there is nothing new under the sun. Everything does seem meaningless.

I am not sure why I am so down recently.

It's getting old though.

"And I so hate consequences running from you is what my best defense is"

Love that line by relient K. Those boys hit the nail on the head.

I feel frustrated and a tad bit sick...I have caught my mom doing things she claims she is no longer doing. i am unsure, should i talk to her? talk to my dad? let it go? this uncertainty better not be the death of me.