I've got to ask her. I have to. But I probably wont.

Don't let me go back to that horrible state I was in. Don't let me forget how to feel alive. Don't let me forget the things that made my heart race at the thought of them. Don't let me fall back into that depression. Just hold my head above the water til we get to dry land and you can leave me there. Don't let me drown

There aren't many feelings stronger than sudden urges.

You just kinda know when its about to hit the fan don't you? I'm gonna need something for nervousness soon.

Just Get Out Of My Head ( Read more... )

Its always really hard for me to say bye to someone that I probably wont see again. I said bye to a few today, so it's been kind of a rough ride since about 10am.

Well, tonight wasn't quite the stuff legends are made of. Not really legendary at all. But man, it was the best day of my year. I'm glad I have awesome friends.

I feel empty. Empty of words. Empty of feelings. Empty of energy. Empty of genaral thoughts. The only thing that's not empty is my car, but I'm empty of places to go. If you asked me what I wanted, I would say I wanted someone that you never want a break from and vice versa. I hate feeling lonely. I never had that constant companion. It was never ( Read more... )

My, my, my how the times does fly when you know you're gonna die by the end of the night.

I'm at the beach, and it's kinda boring, but nice at the same time. I'm watching Spun again. I can't really sleep. When can I ever? There's always something or someone on my mind. I just want her to stop running through my mind. Every time I start to focus on something else, she pops back into mind. I keep thinking things would be so much better if ( Read more... )