I'm on my 3rd beer, tipsy and the pack needs to get their shit together!

Fffuuuuuuu

Ahhhh I feel so overwhelmed! I was busy all day yesterday with teaching the chill'un, that I didn't have time to message people back on LJ and comment on posts they've made. Every time I saw my phone light up from a notification it made me sad :(

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I realized this just now:

I have a little cup on my night stand that I fill with water. I find myself getting really thirsty in the middle of the night, drink it all, wake up again and an pissed it's all gone because I have to walk to the kitchen to get more water. Th bathroom is right next to my bedroom, but I hate drinking the bathroom water.... ( Read more... )

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I'm very proud of myself. Today is the second day my ex (Justin, turd who left me 3 months ago) texted me and I just deleted his text! I feel good. I told myself that I'm leaving him in 2014. New year, baby! Eat my poo.

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Today is about me. It's been 5 days since I've talked to my ex and I think I need to start cutting ties. He contacted me today... I'm letting the text stay in limbo.

I'm getting nothing out of our "friendship".

I hurt whenever I hear about him and his wife. He likes knowing I'm still in love with him.
He's using me to feel better about himself.
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I've been so busy these past months. Emotionally and physically exhausted from work and relationships. January is the month where I can visit friends and have a social life until my next gig starts up. I started my "vacation" today by not doing anything all day. I got up late, drank coffee, ate whatever I could find (which isn't much.. boo), did ( Read more... )