"what is your purpose in coming here tonight ( Read more... )

Jacen went to his small windowless room and knew what he had to do. He had to find this woman, he had known from the moment that he touched her in the street that she would be the salvation or destruction of this world. He had seen her bathed in shining light, healing the world from destruction with her tears, she put her soul into the world to ( Read more... )

there are moments when my head seems to cloud, when all the junk and the life seems to back up and there is no escape... no escape but this. critics come and say what you will but at the end of the day i'll be the one standing. there is something strong in me, i'm not sure what it is but it won't give up. it won't give up on me or on my life, it ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking confused. maybe you are too, idk. i feel like i cant breathe, like my heart is being cut out of my chest one tiny sliver at a time. i still want so much to believe that you love me or that you could love me. you have no idea how desperately i need you. it's actually kind of sad. i love you so much that im willing to put myself ( Read more... )

the thought of him with someone else, it makes her ill, hate herself ( Read more... )

i cant do this anymore. i'm so fucking tired of this/ i thought that having you around would be easier, i thought that jaela would make me stronger. i guess nothing ever turns out the way you expect. i cant live in this house anymore. either we need to figure something out so that we can move...or me and jaela will. i hate to say it but i cant stay ( Read more... )

It's funny how fast things move these days. it's so wierd to think about how things use to be just a few years ago or even a few months ago. life changes so quickly and i guess the only thing you can do is sit back and laugh. the things i worried about a year ago dont even really matter anymore ( Read more... )

this week has been kind of crazy. i've had to work alot and gettin stressed from that and then i found out the other night that brandi's house burned down. everyone made it out ok but they lost everything. xo when i had a chance i got online to look at the news channels and see if there was anything about how it happened. well i didnt find anything ( Read more... )

i wish i could say to you all the things deep down that haunt me. i love you, i do and that should make it easier right? well it doesnt for some reason. it makes it so much harder to talk to you. i can spill my conffessions to a complete stranger but to u i cant. i dont want u to see me sad or lonely or depressed but its part of who i am i guess. i ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling i know that i should be happy... this is what every girl dreams about right? well i guess not me. i hate sitting here all alone all day n feeling like a loser. i feel like i've lost all my purpose. im just here. i dont do anything im not helping anyone (icluding myself). i feel so useless here. i dont work, im not in school. i ( Read more... )