i didn't go to prom tonight. and for awhile i was gonna be all regretting not going and stuff. but i woke up at 7 and didn't care. and then i talked on the phone. and then i saw identity. which wasn't too bad. for spending 6 bucks. and then me and michael and stefanie talked for awhile. and that was cool. and i probably had more fun than i would ( Read more... )

you only let on to what you dont know, but we are quite certain that things are different than they seem. we all know that life is mostly trouble, but you would never admit it. and when i wish that i were someone else, i know someone would wrather be me, and someone would wrather be you. and i would wrather be gone. i only really avoid you in my ( Read more... )

so we were supposed to play at a house party tonight, but they just kind of took us off the list. i was pretty disapointed because ive been looking forward to playing all week long. but we still went anyway, and heard a bunch of bands that i dont like. there were many attractive females, i felt like just going up to one at random and kissing her, ( Read more... )

i have been exhausted this week. it has just been one thing after another. tomorrow night will be a good break though, the house show at this garret guy's birthday party. the only problem is that i have two hours of sectionals before that. well, i have been practicing just now for over two and a half hours, so maybe my suck level will drop a notch ( Read more... )

i have nothing to go to my head. im so discouraged already, it seems like i forget every time i fix something and then i notice that im messing up the same thing that i just fixed, and also that im messing up several other things at the same time. and when i go to bed, i actually realize that there are several more hours of work that i have not ( Read more... )

im so bored lately. i sit around a lot. i wish i could sleep forever. it is complete and total bliss. people try to interperate dreams, but i just dream about stuff i think about, which makes perfect since. thats why my dreams rock, cause im always thinking of freaking awesome stuff. in fact, im thinking of absolutely nothing right now. and what is ( Read more... )

good friends make better enemies, and better strangers still. when you turn your back, time changes all things, and while you dont care at the time, you notice it before you can fall asleep at night. non-events clutter the calendar, and i use the empty space to express what i cannot understand. what can you understand? if nothing really matters, i ( Read more... )

abandon ship, its finally come to this, our very own makeshift home is falling down. over years, weve passed harder times, but still theres not much here to complain about. theres not much here. there is everything here. there is no one. there will be no one but me. guide me, i ramble even as i think.

this is where i fake a smile and denounce the obvious for making me such a fool. i stare at the space in between the borders of your iris, and i can almost see galaxies. or maybe just reflections of street lights. in any case, i stand next to you for days at a time, it is years and years in my mind. what is time when everything disapears? nothing, ( Read more... )

i dont really have much to say, except that i wasnt trying to be mean or a big jerk or some big complainy guy when i was talking about that bible study. i wish people didnt think that, because it really wasnt what i was getting at in any sense. i in fact think that it was done very well. the material was presented, people were involved, etc. i was ( Read more... )