i would love to tell you all about my day, but it has become much too risky.

wouldnt you love to be on the cover of a magazine?

so i went to this bible study today, but i kind of wish i had stayed home, except for when i got two chili cheese dogs afterwords. i liked that part. but i was kind of put off by how it wasnt directly a bible study, but in fact a book study. if theres one thing i dont like at all, its reading about what some guy thinks the bible is all about, i ( Read more... )

i need a way to get this out of my head. it wasnt always this hard to express anything. to myself. to anyone. it was never this hard. all of my feelings have become a blur in the background of of my mind. there arent any words in my feelings now, just a buzzing noise. now, what does that mean? i cant even write anything sincere anymore. whenever i ( Read more... )

i dont think anyone understood that.

i hope everyone had fun saturday morning. i know i did. this week was pretty long and kept a steady rigorous pace, but looking back, it was a good week. im sure youre all thinking "why do you say that, michael?!" well, let me tell you. because its the weekend right now, thats why. and nothing matters on the weekend, especially everything bad that ( Read more... )

ugh, this is so retarded. i dont have anything to say ever and when i do, its just stupid. i should become a mime, that would be the life. no more talking to anyone ever. then again you would have to do things like order food, or dictate to the masses, and that would just get annoying cause you would have to write everything down. oh man. talk ( Read more... )

see, the fun part about no one reading this is that i can say whatever i want.

so im supposed to go to this thing on saturday, but i wont. im not going to pay ten dollars to spend two hours of my time somewhere i dont want to be. if what theyre going to say is sooooo profound, why dont they write a book and sell it for ten dollars? that way theyll still recieve that outrageous fee, and i could also read it whenever i want. or ( Read more... )

it is becoming more and more clear that caring is too much trouble. people say "care free" as if it was a good thing, and sure, it makes sense, cause then nothing matters. is that what we really want, though? i always want my friends to matter, and anything good should matter. why, then, are you content with neglect? with animosity loitering, we ( Read more... )