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Love, love, love.
Sometimes I feel like my love is that love written about in ancient times. That extraordinarily passionate love that permeated every sense of a person's being. That passionate dangerous love that provoked so many writers to chronicle their experiences with it, both good and bad.
It scares me.
I read the ancient works on the subject and it evokes ( Read more... ) -
Fiction, eh?
Crushing.
I can feel the hand tightening around my chest and I fight to retain composure.
"For christ's sake... You are in public. Pull it together."
Sometimes I am so embarrassed of my existence. It's a lonely existence, but I haven't decided if it is self-imposed or not yet. It's not as if I haven't tried to let others in; oh, I have.
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In Class Writings
- I might fall asleep sitting up. Can I skip to the part of my life where I can have something remotely resembling a regular schedule? It will probably help my sanity (or lack thereof).
I've always been a proponent of "everything happens for a reason" and "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.' Hard to keep these things in sight sometimes.
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My Life in Bags
I don’t know when exactly I realized it was all over, but I remember realizing the inevitability of the situation while I was at work one day. However stressful and terrible my job can be, my coworkers have become a type of sanctuary for me. They listen to my problems, give me advice, and most of them genuinely seem to care about me.
After the ( Read more... ) -
Bipolar Pisces
I’m not bipolar, I’m just a Pisces.
I made this statement in passing and the idea jogged something in my head.
Astrology and psychology, two very different schools of thought, both seek to explain behavior. In both cases, I am labeled as moody and overly emotional.
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Hello, LJ!
Having recently remembered that this blog exists, I am going to add random ramblings to it! Seeing as how that is the sole reason it came into existence, I don't see why it would hurt to add random things to it now, right ( Read more... ) -
Randomness
Just come random things I jotted down in my notebook today.
- Where is the place in the world for the woman without means who wants to write? Is there some unwritten rule that you must be a WASP to be a woman writer (the exception, of course, being traumatic, poverty-stricken minority writers that make those in better situations feel "worldly" and ( Read more... ) -
Health
They say that two of the best things for bipolar disorder are having a regular, complete sleep cycle, and exercise. It is actually impossible for me to have a regular sleep schedule right now between school and work, so I'm going to try to concentrate on the exercise portion, as well as eating heakthier and eating more immune system boosting foods ( Read more... ) -
Mentally and physically exhausted.
I got five hours of sleep last night, woke up at 5:45 am for school, was on campus all day until 6:00 pm, then went straight to work and just got home now, at 11:00 pm. I have homework, and I need to wake up at 5:30 am for school tomorrow, and I have to work until 10:30 every night until Saturday ( Read more... ) -
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My mind is buzzing ( Read more... )