Betrayal...
Leaves
the longest memories
and deepest scars
a burning pain
that brings tears
to your eyes
that is why
I'm crying tonight

I don't know what to say i just know i have something to say, except I'm empty of words.
It's cold here. Very cold. I need heat. I'll stay here.

I hate my feelings. They jump on me at the most unexpected times. I don't even know what the hell to think anymore. I feel to betrayed and I didn't even realize it until now. Goddamnet, why does this always have to happen to me? ugg... well bitch bitch bitch blah blah blah same old shyt. bye bye now.

Well it's been an interesting week. I hate it. Yesterday was fun though. Went to wendies waiting for Justin to show up so Tyler could get his ass kicked (he did), than came home and talked to Mel for like hours about pointless random stupid shyt. That always seems to make my day ( Read more... )

Can't sleep cock will eat me. heh heh heh. Mel. *big grin*

We are the dumbest lesbians on the planet.

Piano is played in the background of a cold room. December is approaching. My favorite month of the year. I've moved on in so many ways, so many people, so many things are changed. The world is changing around me. Well I'm back, from my short "midfall slumber". The years passing so quickly and everything is beginning to make sense. Everybody says I ( Read more... )

I won't be back for a very long time ( Read more... )

Yesterday was surpisingly amazing. I went to the mall thinking it was gonna be another wasted friday night cause Jen and B are kinda boring cause all they do is walk around the mall, but than Joc and Nick found me and we went to the carnival right across from the mall. We went on the gravitran like five times cause the guy there was like hitting on ( Read more... )

I don't wanna do this anymore. Everything leaves a wound or a scar these days. I'm bound to the scars this wolrd has placed pone me and I won't take it anymore...

Well once again i have been overridden with the mood of anti-social. Not just cause I don't wanna talk to anybody but also cause none of you wanna talk to me, which is quite alright cause it makes it easier for everybody ( Read more... )