Well it's officially begun. The drastic, horrors of the school year. It always starts, and ends the same way. But hay one gets used to it after a while. I guess it's all how you deal with it. It's good with us, we've settled everything and were talking again. Were just friends, but it makes you wonder how many times your going to play sea-saw ( Read more... )

Well this weekend should be fun. No sarcasm. Today I'm going to the mall and I'm gonna get to see Jimmy if he goes. I really hope he does cause I haven't seen him in over four months. I miss Jimmy ( Read more... )

*Screams* I'm so jealous and frusterated and lonely and annoyed and paranoid and ahh I just wanna scream until I can't hear myelf screaming anymore. I'm jealous of everybody and they're stupid relationships because while they're all 'in love' I'm stuck on a fantasy that'll never come true. I'm frusterated with the way I always get stuck doing ( Read more... )

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Eyes bright on fear
she'll turn around.
Look into the eyes,
level to the ground.

Deep blue terror
holds awaken leers.
like shallow water,
creeps fallow tears.

"Don't turn around" she'll say.
Something is near.
Don't stagger back,
they'll inherit your fear.

Don't be afraid.
there's nobody here.
your nothing but a dreamer...
until you wake up on

Wow it's only 1 AM, I thought it would be later when i looked at the clock... oh well. Quote "While I was holding her all I could think about is holding you" [end ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING KRISTINA. <3

Well yeah I'm kinda bored. A little annoyed but that's another story. This suck I'm going over Mel's house in a little but I can only stay till 10. Almost like there's no point. I think Kristina forgot to call me like I told her to like an hour ago. :-/. Oh well.

I'm getting all frusterated again. Annoyed at ( Read more... )

Well I'm off to work real soon gotta be there at 2. I really dun wanna go today and I hope it's busy so time passes real fast like it normally does. Well this should be fun time to go to work. *shoots myself*

Your the best birthday present anybody has ever given me.
I need nothing more. Nothing more.

This was... the best birthday, I have EVER had.
The school was fun. Carnival... well that sucked but w/e, can't have everything perfect. But i got to spend my b-day with the people who actually cared. <3

detatched.
i don't care.
do what you want now.
I don't wanna be a part of any of you.

...just go away