Dang, that is the best song. (I will survive) It is so true. You can survive if you just reach down inside of you, and pull out your own little can of whoop ass. You know, I have realized that what ever you can’t change you must bear. And hey, it’s not so bad. Humans are made to survive. But right now, I’m not surviving I’M LIVING!!!! Way to go ( Read more... )

Man I suck at predicting the weather. I always try to be positive, but it never seems to work out. I have discovered I really don't like childish people. Yes we all go through that stage, and I did to. But wow get out of it. There is way more to life. I can see that for sure now. But I better not start going off about stupid people, because then I' ( Read more... )

If I walked away from you today would it matter to you? Would you care? Or would you just seek comfort in the arms of another? Do you know you are slowly killing me? Does it matter to you? Do you understand at all? Do you see love the way I do? I give you my all, and get less than half in return. How can I give everything, and survive off nothing? ( Read more... )

Wow, I am tired. Same old same old. I did not sleep all to well last night, cat kept waking me up. He usually bugs Mom, and Dad. So once again I am in Carr's class. Seems to be the case lately. So the speaker that came today did very well. He brought up a lot of key points. Things that we all should already know. But it helps to be reminded ( Read more... )

Well I am really not up to much, just hanging out in consumer ed. Yea fun!!! Ok, not really. I'm cold, but considering that it's snowing what else can I expect? I am having really good day. So that is really nice. I don't think I have been this happy in a while! Well I should go before Arms comes over and yells at me. I love you.

My oh my, my brother is getting married. Ok that is totally crazy. Way cool, I am sooooo happy for them, but still kind of crazy. I only have 59 school days left till I graduate. I am looking forward to it. Freeky none the less, but I am doing better with the... stress of it all. I was totally freaking out about it, but now I am doing much better. ( Read more... )

I really don't feel well. And I am stuck in consumer ed. I have everything done so I just have to sit hear, and do nothing. Oh well. Could be worse. I think I'll have to go to Carr's class today. I have not been there for two weeks. OH everyone look in your papers I'm in there three times. Yes I know I am blowing my own horn, but hey it's me. So ( Read more... )

MMMMMMMMMM my computer is slow. It really grates on my nerves sometimes. Oh well be that as it may. I am so tired. I got home late last night, yea parents we not to happy about that. I got the "You have a lot of freedom" speech. They were not to happy with me when I got home. Oh well no matter. Oh Travis left, that was so not fun at all saying good ( Read more... )

I am truly happy, there are so many things that should bother me. But they don't in the least. My only regret is that I can be with him so little. It never seems as if there is enough time. I am I guess you could say a changed person. I made a choice that forever changed, am impacted my life. And I'm happy with it. I feel no regret, only ( Read more... )

Hum..... i am so totaly in love. wow me of all people. i try not to think anout tomarrow, and just take each day that i am granted, for it is truly a gift. even if i never have more. or if i never feel this feeling again, i'll know i was granted love for at least a short time. i am always trying to steal time, and it seems time is limited. oh my ( Read more... )