I have to run, because when I stop running, I break from the guilt and worries, and everything comes down on me. I lay awake thinking about my beautiful boy sitting there somewhere alone in the night, unable to contain the pain, to contain what I have brought on us with my unbelievable, unforgivable stupidity.

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Wru is gone. Please pray and hope for us, with us, for his safe return, if you can. I know I have been gone for long and have let everyone down, but I need this and after this, I will be back and will be here for everyone. I swear that ( Read more... )

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( Pretty baby )

I think I hold a little strange feeling towards our vegetable farmer right now. I went there and bought 2kg (4.4lb) of cherries. She put them in their standard plastic bag. Once headed home, at a certain point, the bag burst along the bottom seam.

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Same reasons, nothing personal.

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You never knew what that distinct feeling of missing something was until you have shared your bath with a parrot.


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After a bath worth an hour of my life and a nice face peeling and all those things girls generally like to do and I generally despise greatly, I got to the point of feeling almost like a human. Now I only need to look like one ( Read more... )

( I have a bird that turns purple when he feels like it )

I would like to fall asleep now. Thank you.

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