To me, gender exists. Gender exists in how other people treat you. Full stop.

I watched episode one of Jyu-Oh-Sei. Because I was bored. And now I'm posting about it. 'Cause I'm bored. And a procrastinator. And I miss babbling about anime.

( Jyu-Oh-Sei. Spoilers for episode one? )

I could leave anytime, you know. It wouldn't be easy: I'm not quite done with high school, and living on one's own costs money. But I could. I don't have anything tying me here but what I chose to let tie me. And it is a choice ( Read more... )

I really, really like having a car, even for a couple of days. I spent most of today (after school) driving around, and now that I'm not, I feel kinda sad. Though that might be because now I also no longer have company.

So I'm gonna be going to Japan on a bike trip for two weeks, possibly without email, but definitely without enough internet time to check my friends list. Thus, if you have something you want me to see, or you know I'd want me to see, or wanna get in touch or something, comment here (or email me).

LOVE

Please tell me someone else is watching/has watched Merlin. I'm eight episodes in, and have been following links to merlin fanfics, and now I have a tab open to a community devoted to merlin meta. and it's one in the morning and I CAN'T STOP. This is ridiculous. gah.

You know, I have a belief. It's really useful, and I'm pretty sure I nicked it off a book (ETA: In fact, I'm betting it was Good Omens) at some point ( Read more... )

It's new years, I just got back from a party. I'm 18, next year I'll be living by myself ( Read more... )

The more I talk, the more I think, the more I listen to others talk and think...the more I seem to feel language threaten to dissolve, to unravel. I find myself trying desperately to keep it together, to patch it up, to avoid the areas it is weakest. I end up trying to have a conversation around language, rather than using it. I can't talk freely, ( Read more... )