Life... is grand. lol

So many things have come to surface and ya know what? I'm glad he's gone. Although, sure, I still have slight feelings for him, it will fade. This isn't even half as bad as when we broke up the first time. Thank god there wont be a third. I'm tired of dealing with his bullshit ( Read more... )

I'm getting really bad with my emotions.

Yesterday, I just tore Jay up. I said the meanest, cruelest things I could say, when all I really wanted to do was lay next to him and tell him everything was gonna be okay. I dont understand myself.

I dont understand anything anymore ( Read more... )

Today was weird... I dunno ( Read more... )

So me and Jay are sorta starting from the beginning. I talked to him yesterday, and it actually helped me a lot. All my suspicions were true. I was moving too fast for him. I mean, that didn't give him the right to cheat on me, but he's a guy... guys do stupid things. He's allowed one mistake. ONE mistake ( Read more... )

So um... Lilo Died. =( My poor Lilo ( Read more... )

Um, a LOT has happened in the past couple days. But as for right now, this 3 year old boy that Nanette is watching has labeled me his girlfriend. ^o^

( The Jay Situation )

So... I'm single now. Hmm. It actually doesn't feel much different from being taken. I wont lie though, I still love him ( Read more... )

Okay, so yeah, he cheated on me ( Read more... )

Quick update ( Read more... )

Lot has happened in past couple of days, so I'm gonna do this as easily as possible ( Read more... )