Doood!!! I'm milking! wtf ( Read more... )

It all just hurts so bad. It is nice to know where I stand again, though. It is nice to know what I am good for ( Read more... )

Okay, so. Stayed the night here last night, as I am sure you already figured out. Woke up and got breakfast at a bar (oooh...how adult!). Went to look for shoes for the pickiest shopper on the face of this earth. Then we came back here and I took a nap in front of the fan. IT IS TOO FUCKING HOT!!!. I feel like I am dying. Julie, are you getting ( Read more... )

Can it really be done? Can we remain friends until the time is right? Can we set aside all the love until things calm down? Is it possible? Gosh, i hope so. In the mean time, he seriously needs to be honest with this other chica. She deserves to know where things are going. I have noticed girls get a false sense of hope sometimes. *ahem* Anyway. ( Read more... )

I have been so busy this week that I have not had a chance to get more than 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night. And even if I did get the chance, either bad dreams wake me up, or the phone, etc. So this morning I vow to stay in bed until I have at least 8 hours under my belt ( Read more... )

Peaches are now in season.

I was fine before I went into the hospital. Since then things have been quickly spiraling down and now i am going back to my stupid high school suicidal shit? why cant i be normal?!?!?! why can't i be happy?!?! why can't I be one of the lucky ones? Why can't he want me...

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this hurts so unbelievably much. If he wants her, fine. He can have her, but he can't have me, too! I can't be his weekend girlfriend. So why does it hurt? Because i love him so much. Because I would have done anything for him, because i did do anything for him and it didnt change anything! It hurts that he would rather be without me than be with ( Read more... )

He wasn't using me, so please stop sayin that. He just couldn't be exclusive, which is what I needed from him. But I do wish him well and I hope he and Sakinah are happy together. I hope he finds all he wants. I think this is better in the long run. I think this will hurt a lot less when all is said and done. Man, I wish it didnt hurt so bad now. I ( Read more... )