I tried to post pictures and failed (mostly beause I have no idea how)so here's a link to my flikr account. Check out pretty tattoo pictures.

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After talking about it on and of for almost eleven years I permanently, irreversibly altered my body by way of ink and art ( Read more... )

First of all, thank you everyone for all your kind responses. I really appreciate it. Unfortuantely everyone has different advice (my mother thinks I need to suck it up, be an adult, and see a therapist if I'm unhappy because everyone else works their job to pay the rent like a gown up) and I don't know what to do and I'm getting torn apart. I ( Read more... )

So I don't know what to do. I've gone past the eight month mark and I still hate LA. It's just not where I want to live ( Read more... )

This Tuesday it will be my seventh month residing in Los Angeles. It hasn't gotten much better or easier. I still have an awesome job and partner and it's still not enough. This city depresses me, sucks me dry, cages me in, and brings me to tears regularly. I hate it so often. The cars, the need for them due to how spaced out everything is, the ( Read more... )

Has anyone watched Grey's Anatomy? There's this line a character says about how if you don't have sex for a long time you forget how good it is and don't really need it, but if you suddenly get laid then it's like this beast is awoken and you need it all the time. Visiting the Bay Area last weekend was like that for me. I had kind of acclimated ( Read more... )

Wow, it has sort have been a long time since I last posted. I’ve just sort of been feeling all emotionally conflicted and all over the place. But now (please universe!) things finally seem to be coming together ( Read more... )

I got a job! I got a job! A real job, not just this extra stuff. Which has been both fun and informative though. I got to be on a game show, talk show (why do people feel a desire to talk about their sex problems on national television?), hair competition show, sitcom, and hour long drama. I feel like I've experienced a variety of shows and can ( Read more... )

Please God let the endless span of unemployment be drawing to a close. Actually, right after my last post I got signed up with an extra casting group. Like for tv and movies. Please don't laugh. It's not that moving to LA has instilled me with any entertainment industry dreams whatsoever; it's just that I'm broke and they take anyone. Sadly I ( Read more... )

Still in love. Still living in LA. Getting mostly better at LA. I can mostly tolerate driving so much in so much traffic - a lot of deep breathing, good music, and Zen concentration. Only after the fourth hour does it break me. Then it gets ugly. So sometimes I feel strangely fond of LA, sometimes it reduces me to tears of impotent rage and ( Read more... )