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Dealing With Ex's That Exhibit Worst Behavior Than Us?
I have been having problems with my 16 year old. For the purpose of confidentiality, we will just call him D. My significant and I decided to take him out to one of my very limited dinners that for some strange reason (Which I would not find out until later,) After his 1.5 hour dinner and a brief fifteen minutes of listening to her rant before I ( Read more... ) -
I Am A Stranger To Myself
I have been having many strange days lately. For me this is not a good thing because it is a sure sign of impending deep depression. I know for a fact that Once I get over this horrible mania that I am on that I am going to surely going to crash and burn. I just hope that I can express this before It consumes me like a fire out of control. It ( Read more... ) -
Rainy Day's When You Cannot Get Out Of The House
It has been a bit of a melancholy day. It has rained on and off most of the day and if it were not for the fact I enjoy the sound of the before said rain I would feel most stir crazy. My medication has had me on a bit of a manic I have to admit. I think I made the mistake of doubling my dosage while still asleep this morning. It tends to make ( Read more... ) -
"Normies" Need To Know We Are As Fragile Eggs
“Normies” This is MY reference to those people with a mortgage severely in default 1 car, a dog and 2 kids. I would love to see them on a psychiatrist’ couch to see how they are able to handle the real world ( Read more... ) -
By Definition, Love Is A Strange And Complex Word
Unfortunately The Word Love Is Misconstrued For Many Different Reasons; Anything From Kindness, Compassion, Romanticism, Desire, Sexual Attraction, Making Love, Feeling Passionate About Someone Or Something, And Affection. Although These Words Do Appear In Webster's Dictionary Along With Many Other Definitions, I chose To Put Into This Posting The ( Read more... ) -
From Emptiness To Happiness
Another interesting day at the office here in Paris Land, this dreadful amusement park for the decrepit, lonely and lost; the desert within the desert a place where teeth outnumber brain cells (and that is not a good thing I have to say ( Read more... ) -
OMG Will This Never End???
Ok, here I go into the rest of the bullshit about things that have happened since Sunday of last week I just wanted to update on life here in Paris, TX. We spent the last 3 days to and from a doctor’s appointment in Fort Worth, TX to her pain management doctor. There are none here and she has had him as her physician for the past 17 years ( Read more... ) -
Never Forget The Ones Who Look Up To You The Most
December 13, 2007 ( Read more... ) -
Passing The Torch From To Old
I believed years ago that my leaving the existence that I knew in another State and another time would give me the peace and serenity that I had been hoping for all my life. Just like many people dealing with a disability or condition, I was tired of the feeling of disbelief in the “system” and the ridicule that never ended in my life. I ( Read more... ) -
OMG What The Hell Have I Done To Deserve This ???
Where do I begin? I picked up my son at the bus station on Sunday the 18th and it seemed like it would be a great visit if not change for him after the first 18 years of his life being as difficult as it was. I should have known something was up when his maternal family started talking less and less to him as the days went on. It would be very ( Read more... )