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wheeeeeee
Tis the weekend, finally, and I need it after the roller coaster of a week I had at work. The end result is good on most levels, but, we'll see. This weekend I am actually in the mood to do housework and spruce things up a bit. I have a couple projects to be done to install the new light fixtures, but those shouldn't be difficult and one is just ( Read more... ) -
bleh
Soooo... Made it to the new year, and I'm currently prevented from doing much online or even creatively as the laptop is currently at HP getting he HDD replaced, and it ill likely be another 2 weeks before I have something to work on again. Bad- we lost some stuff off it, good- i backed up most of the pics that were on it ( Read more... ) -
that was special...
So, our cable modem was apparently on its last legs, which was determined by it constantly dropping connection and after I replaced everything else (coax cable, cat5 cable, wi-fi router) it STILL had connection issues. We were getting by with constantly resetting the modem, typically once every few hours, until today ( Read more... ) -
bleh
So, I set up at Dave's desk to work. The boy sits with his chair as low as possible, which means I could not reach the desk to type. But, with that resolved I decided to work on the Etsy shop since, 1) I had started running an ad on a wedding site and 2) that ad effectively brought in 12x the amount of traffic I had just the day before. So, more ( Read more... ) -
here I am
This week has been pretty good, albeit busy as all fuck at work. I've put in late nights most of the week, including staying til after 7 one night. ugh. But, despite being overwhelmingly stressed I've done a fairly decent job of keeping my reactions in check. Dave and I had one argument which turned into a two hour long discussion of things we ( Read more... ) -
more stress
Dave was in an accident this morning. He has told me (and the world) that he's a shaken, but okay. I received a couple text messages from him and got the rest of the information from his twitter feed. He went back to a friend's house, had hot tea and alcohol, and was headed to bed from the last message I received (10 AM while I was on the phone ( Read more... ) -
It's 3 AM
This- none of this- is okay. It's not. I really don't know what I can and cant say on here, my own journal. after today. It's been a strange look, from people anonymously telling me that things will fall into place, to people telling me they love me and are praying for me (which does make me feel better and I'm a strong believer in the power of ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
first of all, I love my friends. Thank you.
Secondly, I spent the evening working modifying the ray gun I bought for Dave last month.
I have gone from this:
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suicide isn't painless
Since it was asked about, I did try to commit suicide once. Obviously, it was a failed attempt, but, it wasn’t a good attempt in the first place ( Read more... ) -
Helping Myself
When did I say that I didn’t want to help myself? Does anyone think I enjoy living my life like this? That I am unaware of what happens in my daily life, that I am ignorant of the mood swings and problems that accompany them? Do you really think I enjoy this ( Read more... )
