restless.

ugh. i have felt completely worthless the last two days.

so worthless i'm going to try and clean my room.

what am i supposed to be doing?

(there's a new bakery opening near my house and i want to quit my job and apprentice there while my family is still paying my rent.)

IT'S SABOTAGE!

"everything i do is done laboriously, with great difficulty and uncertainty. i am very lazy, and if i want to finish anything it is absolutely essential that i spend hours stretched out on the sofa."

( Read more... )

reading through my notes for biology test.
amongst all the diagrams and other bullshit:

"there are 400 chromosomes
in a motherfuck, i
should have brought
more drugs with me.
why do people let them
selves spiral out of control?
where's the
love? i gotta
call my
mom."

welcome to the thunderdome...of my life.

( Read more... )

i know you can be overwhelmed, and i know you can be underwhelmed, but can you ever just be whelmed?

MAKE SOME ART!
DO YOUR HOMEWORK!
ENTERTAIN!
BAND!
WORK!
SOCIALIZE!
WORK!
CAR!
PAIN!
SCHOOL!
WORK!
PARTY!
BIRTHDAY!
SLEEP!
FUCK!