i've got a splitting headache ( Read more... )

wow, thank you all so very much for the kind words. it really means a lot to me! it was awesome to just check my email and see all these messages from people wishing me a happy birthday, and offering advice. you guys are the best. *big group bear hug* :)

OKAY THAT'S IT I NEED TO VENT ( Read more... )

this sucks. i haven't been feeling very well as of late, and last night at work i almost passed out. i was supposed to work today from 1-6 but i just said screw it and called in sick. my boss was there last night and knew how i was feeling, so hopefully she will understand and not get all bitchy like she tends to do. and it's been snowing here ( Read more... )

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i was just talking to my bud simon on im's and he asked me to go crusing with him. (at almost 1:00am?? lol) sounded tempting, because for one i'm not tired and i'm bored beyond belief... and secondly, i'm in need of someone to talk to, been pretty depressed... and no, the depression hasn't left me yet. but i declined. i guess i feel a bit guilty ( Read more... )

work pretty much sucked today. i hate that shit hole. GRRRRRRRR. some of the people i work with are reaaaaalllyy starting to get under my skin. candi, for example, is one of the office managers when no one else is there to play "manager". she likes to think she is tough shit and everyone should be afraid of her, because she works in the office. ( Read more... )

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so how do i even begin to say this.

i have a question: why do i put so much stock into what people think of me? why do i care what people's opinions of me are? and why should i let that affect me so much?? is it going to make my life any better by knowing that i made someone else happy ( Read more... )

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