Ok so this morning I woke up and was like crap I have to go to school... I hate that feeling where ur not quite sure if u get to sleep some more or get up. Everything went pretty smooth though... I have been having some major memoy problem lately though. Like I can't tell u exactly when I did something or if I even did it. I'm slightly scaring ( Read more... )

So I think my energy problem is fixed. I am no longer consuming enormous amounts of caffiene. I also found out that tying to completely avoid caffiene not easy... or good for you in my mind. I felt like shit but slowly reducing my intake so works. I have slept so much in the last 5 days it is so nice. I woke up all on my own at 9 this morning and I ( Read more... )

This weekend rocked! I mean like it was just like a weekend away from the normal. Back to what it was like when I was single and I liked it. Friday was just a day of relaxation for me. No one was here just me. It was nice. Morten came over @ like 5:30 and we hung out nd watched the olympics with my dad. My dad has a man crush on Morten... lol mot ( Read more... )

I feel good today. Me and Morten are going to hang out and I'm watching FUSE i don't have school for a few days and I slept in... I'm doing good...

"The only thing worse than not knowing is thinking that I don't know" I am not sure about anyhting right now... Like I know I love Chris and as horrible as I feel over it I want nothing more than it to be over... I hate how our whole relationship feels like a sham to me... I know that it is all my fault and that he loves me more than anything. I ( Read more... )

So yesterday I got roses candy everything for Valentine's Day you could imagine... I'm even sort of losing a best friend ( Read more... )

So I am sitting in 1st block and I got a dozen roses. No name on the card nothing... I know its not Chris though... they spelled my name wrong...

I just wanted to quickly say thanks for the e card Mike! It did in fact put a smile on my face.

I hate how Chris is acting. It is in fact why I left him in the first place. I don't know if he keeps it up... I don't know I love him, but i can't take the asshole inside. Right now if something doesn't change I might just leave for good.

Alright I am still home alone but now I've went from paranoia to complete shit... I was talking to Chris and his friend Ryan was over. I don't have a problem with Ryan it was just the fact he was being an annoying asshole when I was tring to talk to Chris. I hadn't talked to Chris because he had been hanging out with Ryan all day. I understand that ( Read more... )