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so long to my terrible 20's, lets hope the next decade will see me to better circumstances. -
2009
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Writer's Block: Prophecy or Fallacy?
No. the future is unknowable. Unless you start makeing decisions on you prophecy, then it becomes self fulfiling but its still not prophecy. for long term ( past you life time ) its simply social preediction. As for
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Im at one of those defining moments in my life where everything is about to change.
Im just waiting for the other shoe to drop, and its agonizing.
When my dad and grandma are gone I have no chioce, I will have to be functional
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The Poets of Fire
How can I follow the footsteps of the colossal,
Long legged and limber lipped, brimming riotous lust.
These murderers of inertia, bearing forth
Verse for their vainglorious muses.
Red blooded and heavy handed with fortune.
Restless zealots that drown in indulgence.
Those very ink brandishers who cast their nets
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I visited Bethe today, its her birthday. It was draining but not as depressing as I thought it might be. We shared a drink and sitting there talking to her I felt warm and peaceful and actualy quite happy. I cant say how much I miss her. Im going to go back in november on the day she died. I'll mourn her unitl then. the Cemetary in parklawn ( Read more... ) -
My kidneys hurt
So last Monday I was pushing Tara to a dentist appointment through the metro, which was very stupid considering how sick I was, when I collapsed. 911 was called, and I was taken to Washington Hospital Center. The good news is that it was a "natural" dehydration and my kidneys did not malfunction and are not malformed or sick. The even better news ( Read more... ) -
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Once again California comes through to stick it to the christian right. Gay today, pot tomorrow!!! (crosses fingers)
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so Ive talked to alot of people I havent seen in a long time lately. while awkward its has been nice, its kind weird answering " so what have been doing all these years?" with a laundry list of serious problems. As I have said before, my terrible twentys. we wil see how it goes... -
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When things are going good, there allways seems to be somthing going wrong as well...
Even when everybody is behind you its hard to think that you'll actualy make it through everything thats in your way.
I havent been able to stop thinking about Bethe. Im not going to ever let it go, even though it really hurts.