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Fairly Successful
So, the other day I actually accomplished A LOT, well for me. I got home and did a round of dishes. Then I cleaned the bathroom while watching some Desperate Housewives on DVD, then cooked some pasta for my roomie, then washed some more dishes, then mowed the front lawn....then went to the gym. For me, this is a lot considering most of the time I ( Read more... ) -
Trying
Last night was fun hangng out with friends and I really think I should kick myself in the ass to do things like this instead of succumbing to my bouts and sleeping all the time. I am seeing the social worker today to see if she can help me with coping skills and a psychologist on tuesday....I am trying here. -
WOW
My co-worker and I are having an attack of the we are not appreciated blues: we get no benefits, no lunch break, no sick days and have to plan for vacations and demand them cuz if we do not find someone to do our stuff, too bad for us. WOW. I know I need to move on but the motivation is not here. Not here at all. -
Sasha
So I got the results back from Sasha's updated blood work and she is slightly sicker. What makes it worse is that she is hiding a lot. I think this indicates pain. OMG....I totally do not want to lose this cat. -
Questions
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Work Rant
Hi....ok seriously. I am sitting here and it is almost 10am and I am the only one of two secretaries who begin at 9AM. That's right...9, like any 9-5 job. Yet, everyday the time she comes in is more close to 10. Sometimes, if it is a lucky day 9:20am. I am stuck here silently seething cuz each time she comes in it is "oh the subway was slow and ( Read more... ) -
Cost of Life
I dunno. I am feeling like absolute shit and there is realy no one to talk to because people do not like constant negativity...hell I can hardly live with myself and just want to sleep away my free time which is even more now that I don't have futureshop or school. All the people I know, save a few, are also feeling down so my question is What is ( Read more... ) -
sorta done
SO.....today I feel a lot better about the course I just took. I was struggling to get both the essay and the studying done this whole week due to emotional flatlining....I feel so useless about the whole school thing but at the same time it is keeping me alive. I really do not feel like living anymore. It is morose and sad and silly. BUT.....I ( Read more... ) -
work
SO...I am at work right now fuming at my inept physical form. I am soooooo friggin tired cuz I had to unload a truck last night at futureshop. Why you might ask? Well, there is one sick fucker who does not like me at all and is trying to get me fired. Except I have above average reviews and have never been written up for anything. I have to prove ( Read more... )