this live journal thing is once again getting out of hand, so...i/m going to stop updating once again, just thought i'd let everyone know. people can really go crazy about the release of emotion and some open thought when your in a bad mood. sorry for ruining everyones days with my venting. goodbye for now, maybe i'll start writing again in the

i hate this sadness ( Read more... )

okay, so some of you already know, and some of you do not already know, this is a reminder for those who already know and an invitation for those who don't already know....but please, not too many people, i don't want my parents getting angered ( Read more... )

If my heart being broken makes me a lover ( Read more... )

love is a lost cause and it is not worth fighting for. pain is the only response to my caring, rejection, loneliness ( Read more... )

i just feel like i'm trapped in a corner and surrounded by sharp obejects, every move i make hurts, and i just cant find a way out ( Read more... )

wow, been a long time...sorry ( Read more... )

havent updated in quite a while.....lets update on whats happened, some friends got really mad at me....now i'm not sure if they are still mad, i think they're mostly over, which i'm glad, because just because i cant always be there for them, my friends mean a lot to me....i really wish i could be there for them all the time though, but it's quite ( Read more... )

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well, what has happened lately....been seeing lots of jessica, i love her so much, she is too perfect for me and i really feel like this is the best relationship ever, lol....we hang out all the time, welll all the time that we can, and we just love each other so dearly....hehe...havent hung out with heather and all them in so long, i miss them, it ( Read more... )