I'm happy! I gots a new computer and I'm very excited about it. Even though it cost me a butt load. *weeps at the money loss* It sucks losing a lot of the things I had on my other laptop. I'm giong to be able to retreive some of it with an external hard drive. It should be here soon, so hopefully be able to make the exchange ( Read more... )

So it's the new year. Yay. It's an important year, mostly because the college bull shit is finally over. I'm going to find out this semester if I'm good at digial arts. Hopefully I am with practice otherwise I'm going to have to find a new occupation. I don't really want to figure out something else to do with my life. I want to get things on track ( Read more... )

Today has been a good good day. I haven't had one of these days in a long time and I think that I really needed it to help motivate me. I started the day off with a japanese test. I feel like I did a decent job, at least a B (I'm hoping) and got my grade for the semester so far. I thought it would have been a high C. Nope. 86.6!!!! I'm excited. It ( Read more... )

I feel like a failure. I achieve the usual average grades because I don't try. I can't put my heart into things anymore. I'm tired, and I'm stretched too thin. It's a good thing that I have fall break coming up. It should help me unwind a bit, which I desperately need. But it's not the only thing. I need to find a reason. Well I have a reason to be ( Read more... )

I think I'm in the best mood ever right now. I feel energetic and happy, and ready to take the world on. And here are my reasons ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, and my back and knees ache. I don't think my 3D prof understands how much these stupid cardboard models take. I mean it took me an hour just to make one of my simpler samples. I have a shit load of stuff to get done and I don't think these models should be the focus of my energies. I'm not going to get to bed until 2 and I still have ( Read more... )

I hate being as judgemental as I am...but I can't help it. Some peoples actions just disturbe me to the point of disappointment, annoyance, so on and so forth. The thing is I can't say anything because some of my friends do such things. There's this whole moral thing where you're supposed to tell your friends the truth even if it will hurt them, ( Read more... )

So I only have two more days of work left: tomorrow from 2-close and then Saturday from 10-6:30. I find myself questioning whether I should even bother showing up either of these days. I'm sure I should go tomorrow cuz then I can get my paycheck without getting yelled out. I don't like yelling or getting yelled at. Raised voices frighten me. So I ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is going to suck, just like these past days have sucked. Why have they sucked? Because I haven't seen tim since Saturday, and I've only talked to him twice on the phone since then, and the conversation has not lasted more than 30 seconds each time. I have never felt more alone in my life. And it's strange, although I don't feel the ( Read more... )

There are quite a few things that need to get done this summer, and surprisingly enough I have the time to do them. The problem is that i'm not finding the motivation. I find that I want to spend my time on the internet posting on my RPG site. Hey, they get to live the life I want to, can't blame me for that. But I've decided that there are things ( Read more... )