Man, I get that I am "going through something" and for all I know, it really is what my Ma said, but...I am just so lonely, so sad, and so down...I got the B12 vitamins she told me to get and I felt perkier this morning, but that faded pretty darn quick.  I was watching The Hobbit last night and all I wanted was to be watching it WITH someone, ( Read more... )

I am literally sick of today.  I was sick of yesterday, and I am sick of today.  I don't know what is wrong with me but I am ITCHING to go home, shower, change, and sit in my pj's potentially sleeping early.  I just don't care.

So, instead, I'll talk about the other stuff.  Aunt Janey is apparently going very "slutty" and showing my niece how to ( Read more... )

You ever just get pissed off for no reason? my Ma says I am "going through the change" and in our family that is very common - my own grandmother was forced to take pills until she was 45 years old because they wanted her to continue even though she was 39 years old when it started.  My Ma also went through it in her early forties, and now it's my ( Read more... )

This week has been plain but interesting.  And with the Rogers outage yesterday, I discovered after getting to work that we couldn't actually do anything, so I did some photocopying I had left, and some filing, and off I went.  It was pretty awesome actually.

I didn't really run into Red Truck this week.  I saw him get into his truck on Tuesday but ( Read more... )

I had a rough couple of weeks - started with migraines, but in the end it worked out.  Work made me stay home and get through it and because of that they audited my time and it turns out I was owed an extra 49 hours, which they tacked on to my now salaried pay, and therefore it worked out to an excess of $400 this pay.  I flipped them some of it ( Read more... )

Working from home today - I needed to, for the sake of my own well being and to get a few things done around the house that I don't want to do on the weekend.

I had to work out and I didn't want to, but, I went, did half the work out I should, tanned, and then went home deciding SOME work out is better than what I was GOING to do before work, which ( Read more... )

Continuing on with the last weekend shenanigans, it was wonderful! on the Saturday we went on a massive, 12km hike around St. Catharines, seeing the trails, and even went under a waterfall.  I met Patricia's friend Steve as he's part of the hiking group they joined and he was HILARIOUS, and someone I completely would have gone after but for some ( Read more... )

Last weekend was amazing and yet sad.

Last Friday, so a week ago, I went into work to have so many good things happen: a letter from work saying "Happy Anniversary!!!" and how happy they are having me back, an email advising I am no longer on medical leave, my Ma messaged me, and my colleague stated "you should go get a lottery ticket!" and sure ( Read more... )

Happy Long Weekend in May everyone! (for those who have it).

I am trying to retrain myself this week for getting up earlier and hitting the gym.  I will not necessarily actually be GOING to the gym, but I am going to try.  In taking these slow and transitional, I don't know if going to the gym twice a week AND working full time again, AND ( Read more... )

I am tired - not the kind of tired where you want to sleep (but you could), but my limbs feel heavy.  I am dragging my feet the last few days, as though some gigantic weight is holding me down.  I know that none of the things that have gone in my life actually ARE my fault or issues but I get to carry it like an overly large suitcase on my back, ( Read more... )