I love taking phrases that come up on my computer when i type in a letter. Well i still feel sad about Patrick (the guy) it still kills me but i think i am finally letting go and healing a little. Last night i talked with Bryanna and she has kinda been through the same situation as me with my friend Cory, were she had him a brief time and then he ( Read more... )

 When does the pain of liking someone finally stop, most days im cool i go throughout my day happy and satisfied but it hurts so bad to know that certain someone is out there and you can't have him because his heart will never belong to you it will always belong to another.  I wish it would stop hurting and there is nothing i can do but move on ( Read more... )

School
New job where i am on my feet walking for five hours
Weight Watchers

Yep definately making some positive changes.

This is for you Grandpa <3

 
I hate it that you hurt and but yet i love you still

I hate it that no guy in the world compares to you

I hate that i would do anything for you

I hate that when you text me or say hi to me i get butterflies in my stomach

I hate the way i love your smile

I hate the way when we talk we talk for hours but yet you cant see how perfect we are together

I hate ( Read more... )

Today i was informed my grandfather died, i dont know how to feel i am sad but i knew it was his time, i knew he was suffering but still i feel sad inside, he was an amazing person i loved him so much, he worked hard extremely hard to provide for his family, he was a big kid at heart he loved to joke and be silly, he was extremely sarcastic and i ( Read more... )

figured im calm enough now to put everything i feel into words theres this guy same guy from last blog well long time ago he had me believing he liked me i fell hard cause when i like someone thats what happens, all of a sudden out of the blue he stopped so i got over it met some new people

well a few months ago he started sending me text messages ( Read more... )

 Watching someone you love so much, and who has always been important in your life slowly die is really fucking shitty and hurts lots.

I really honestly can't figure out what is up with me i feel so sad and not really sure why.......... it takes everything in me to get up and function normally, i feel under appreciated and just pretty shitty. I really always hated it when people write posts about how shitty there life is.... but i know my life is not shitty and its just me down ( Read more... )

This truly has been one of the best/horrible/different/beautiful/ugly years ever.

It's nice going to work these days work is fun now i laugh tons and have a great time
Things are going good, sure maybe i have no money but hey it could always be worse right...........