i am happy.

the sun is shining, it is thursday, i am home alone, and i am deeply in love with july for the moment.

various things that have happened lately: went berry picking. the berries are fading pathetically this summer; depressing, really. amelia lamb and alec lamson were there. they are a pretty cute couple. did anyone else know that ( Read more... )

depressed again ( Read more... )

mmm. two hours until i go garage sale hopping with one benjamin tempko [temco? temko?] mervis malbin. today might be a very, very good day. i'm keeping my fingers crossed, certainly.

yesterday i got to see omsi john. we went to a movie. omsi john walked really fast and didn't really seem to want to talk to me. am i really that intimidating ( Read more... )

i have to admit, the comments on last entry were the most flattering... things... i have ever read. it was like my birthday! and how can i stop posting now? oh, you're right; i can't ( Read more... )

i have seriously been considering not.. ever.. updating again. i don't even have a good reason for it. i guess it's a don't-want-to-be-self-obsessed issue. or something lame like that ( Read more... )

well well well ( Read more... )

i am feeling better. really, really better. of course, the effects of my illness were dire--i had to cancel plans with dan and kathy; was a total bitch to ben and jessica; and vomitted all over one of my favorite t-shirts--but now i'm back in the game ( Read more... )

you may think i am doing better ( Read more... )

today has been shitty ( Read more... )

i'm lonely ( Read more... )