Once again it's been forever since i last posted. surprise surprise with my schedule ( Read more... )

i've come to the conclusion that no one really reads this anymore. i'm not really sure why i bother then, to update, but i guess it's ok. i don't really need people to read it. it's now officially a place where i can rant and rave and confess everything that is in my head without worrying what people will think... a public diary if you will. that's ( Read more... )

I found out today that I can graduate in August ( Read more... )

so, i'm having my first doubts about my ability to supervise. i thought i was doing a good job, balancing my relationships with the staff evenly and remaining professional but friendly with each of them. i started to doubt some of their work, question some of their actions and realize that they were not doing some of the things i told them to do ( Read more... )

confession... if it even is that ( Read more... )

no seriously.. where? it's been a much more exciting summer tha originally planned, so i guess i should just start at the beginning ( Read more... )

ok, so not many people knew i liked a boy. but i did (do). i told him. two days later, he tells me the feeling isn't mutual. i'm upset, yes, but i totally respect that he told me the truth. so, i guess i shouldn't complain. oh well, life goes on.

I GOT THE GA POSITION IN LAUREL FOR NEXT YEAR!!!
I can't even describe the excitement!

i'm having a really tough time right now. again, things are seemingly going well for me. i won another award, i'm doing well in classes, i have a lot going for me, I'M OVER LUKE (for real this time i swear!), and you know i feel good about myself ( Read more... )

I've made the only person I can count on in my life mad at me. And this time it's really big. So ust in case things haven't been shitty enough... I now have this. How many other people am I going to lose before I really am all alone with nothing and no one?