Sometimes I picture myself as this really horribly nerdy annoying girl. The girl with no friends, the one people are just nice to, but talk about behind her back. The one alone, the one who won't shut up, the one who doesn't get it. and I hate it, I hate myself and I do get it. It all makes sense, all those voices in my head are true and right. and ( Read more... )

People whose eyes don't smile when they smile FREAK ME OUT ( Read more... )

10 Things I hate About You

I hate the way your eyes say
that you miss me being around.
I hate the way you can speak to my soul
without even making a sound.
I hate the way my belly tickles
when you say you're going to call.
I hate the way my heart aches
when you forget to call at all.
I hate the way my memories of you
make me cry myself to sleep.
I hate ( Read more... )

So, if you were at Austin Java tonight on the front patio, and saw the girl lying on the ground sleeping... that was me ( Read more... )

I realized that my strange quiet sadness lately probably has a lot to do with boredom and restlessness. And since I've been boycotting boys, and only booze it up on the weekends, I need a new goal ( Read more... )

Here's an idea I've been knocking around ( Read more... )

Driving to work today, it was raining. And the car in front of me stopped! very fast. But the nice tires that my dad bought me for a birthday present about a year ago (to make sure I was safe at times like these) helped me stop just in time to avoid hitting the car in front of me ( Read more... )

The first week of school is almost over... any day now, I'll be able to relax ( Read more... )

Um, I know it's not even 2:30 pm on a Saturday, but I could really use a beer right now. I feel quite tense. So either a beer or an orgasm is needed. Both would be super!

Speaking of which, Boy #3 booty-text-messaged me last night. I was asleep. I laughed when I woke up. boys, they're so easy.

It is almost the beginning of a new school year, and the ( Read more... )

Boy #3 already called! He sounded a bit nervous, hehe. And he is certainly NOT following the 3 day calling rule (which is not in the book, yet is common knowledge and in one of my favorite movies, Swingers), which I do appreciate. screw that nonsense. I'm not saying there's no value in being a bit unavailable at times, but that can come later ( Read more... )