i had a friend (can't remember who it was) recently tell me something interesting. this person wanted to be with someone but knew they would never have a chance. but yet they said they liked having that. i found that strange. i could not understand it. i would find that torturous ( Read more... )

lead my skeptic sight...

every time i hear this beginning to Jimmy Eat World's "Table for Glasses," I can't help but think of March 5. They opened the concert with this song. I was standing within 25 feet of them. It was a magical night, one of the best of my life. Katie was there with me. In 3 days she would become my girlfriend. I was happy then, ( Read more... )

you know what sucks? sitting in a hot tub with three very attractive girls, none of which is your girlfriend, who is many miles away and hasn't talked to you in days ( Read more... )

i don't know why i am up right now. i went to bed at 345, and woke up at 840. i dont have to be at work until 145. i am missing out on some serious sleep. but whatever. today jared is moving out. it is a good day ( Read more... )

i have a lot of hatchets lying around ( Read more... )

tonight was totally worth missing the deadline for my econ homework. thats all i have to say.

so this last weekend was freakin awesome. we left thursday afternoon and made it to vegas around 6 or 7. we checked into our hotel (the Sahara) and then walked up and down the strip for the rest of the night. it was fun. the next day, we headed for utah. after a few stops (including one in cedar city for gas/ big snowball fight) we arrived in Provo ( Read more... )

so life has been pretty good lately. but that doesn't mean it doesn't have its problems. but fortunately (or unfortunately) i think most of those problems are within myself. i should have no reason to worry about katie. but i do. i worry that i am more into this than she is. i worry that i want too much too soon or that i am moving too fast. i ( Read more... )

for the first time in over 6 years, i have a girlfriend. don't get me wrong, i am quite happy, but its just....weird ( Read more... )

Thursday night was incredible.  when Jimmy Eat World came on the stage, it was almost like a mirage. like it was too good to be true. but it was. and they were awesome, really beyond words. this concert was more to me than just listening to music i like. it was an amazing, almost spiritual experience. and maybe that doesn't make sense to anyone ( Read more... )