there is a certain way that we watch ourselves in the mirror, when the light in your room is silver from the streetlight that's been replaced. i like to glance at our shoulders when i roll onto my back, and your body still shakes when i mention that night.
i spent so much time missing you i lost the actual you in there, somewhere; and as i was busy bridging the distance, you were busy tunneling to your escape.
she is sneaking photos of me on her camera phone, feigning sending a text message to undisclosed recipient as i, pensive, over my next move, pretend not to notice until she laughs and tells me so.