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ummmm.... new feelings..
Alone at last. J
This bitter cold ending starts when you walk away.
Shining in all your glory of your last day.
But with this memento moiré,
You'll soon be down on your knees.
A sour note in this symphony only breaks my heart.
You'll play it over and over again.
I say you're a work of art while your fingers on the trigger
My hands on the wheel
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SHIT
Ok so last night i went over to visit my dad. We talked and he is moving from the big city back to our ranch in the middle of nowhere. He wants to take me too. I don't want to go. On the ranch is where i had gotten pregnant, went through with the pregnancy and then had to give my baby away. So it is only natural that i don't want to go back to the ( Read more... ) -
New technique
Silently into the darkness she stares,
searching for one angel to be her guide
finding none she turns to her instinct,
Slicing and screaming she tries to end her night,
finding beauty in the scars she laughs
she feels this is all she has to live for
queitly her life comes to and end
-Dedication Cassie Pixler- -
Just ranting...
So the other day i fell into a total bitch fit. And here is what i wrote
Sittign alone, Assuming i'm lost, i find myself. The person i am is someone that has "no" life. The one i am living has lost its "Zest." Am i supposed to realize this at such a young age? At 16 i can say i have been a child, raised children, Payed house payments, bought a ( Read more... ) -
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Ok so tonight has gone completely awal.
I feel slightly depressed but am not sure why...
I am kinda tired and sick too. I just want to be a normal kid but i cannot find anything to define "normal" except not me. Maybe i am normal but does every normal person feel awkwardly abnormal? thought for the night.... -
Another poem
If you could only see
If you could only see inside my head
You’d be wishing you were dead
With all the black holes and expired lies
The seldom times my heart flied
The aching and pain you caused me
Is another part of this damned sea
I shouldn’t have to die soon,
I should still be free
You’ve driven me to the edge
And I can’t hold on any longer
Just a few ( Read more... ) -
About my last entry
Yea It is true and it did happen to me.
I hate it but it is a part of my life
i am still trying to get past it
writing is my therapy...
<3 Atheena -
New Poem let me know what you think
The end of the touch
The touch came quietly
And I was sworn not to tell
his hands were so cold
I can’t forget his smell
I tried to get away
But he held me with force
His breath smelt of booze
And his voice wispy and hoarse
I cried only at first
As hatred grew inside
I remembered one thing, KARMA
As he boasted with pride
It started at age 6
And it continued on
I ( Read more... ) -
Kileah
Kileah
She was a fiery red head with fierce emerald eyes. Her skin had been freckled from the limitless time she had always spent in the sunbeams of the summer sun. The pale girl wore a dazzling pink shirt to school that day hopeful to be noticed by the fashionable popular kids. She once was a member of their crowd and was anticipating that after ( Read more... ) -
I'm through....
I'm through with beginning anew ( Read more... )