we dream of ways to break these iron bars. we dream of blacknights without moons or stars ( Read more... )

how do i figure out whats right? i feel like i am living a double life. one involves what feels like the same person on both sides. i feel suffocated in this life i live. i don't know what to do. one wants me to choose and follow the life of my grandfather. the other wants me to do what i have dreamed of doing. is there true happiness with two ( Read more... )

why the fuck does she care? i am 18 years old and she treats me like i am five....her problem is that she cannot handle how much i am changing and she wants to keep me as the sweet innocent boy she use to remember.  well guess what, he doesn't exist anymore.  maybe i should live on my own, or atleast away from her

you know that feeling when you are alone and you feel like you have no one to turn to? why is it that i am always feeling like that?
i like two people, one i am with the other i hide my feelings from. the only problem is that the only person i would talk to about it is the one that cannot know my secret
forever living in silence

worst part about this whole thing, she is great but you can never tell anything.....i try to read her emotions but she is just too happy, does she want to get rid of me and just is acting nice until i leave or does she actually feel the same way
i hate how this always happens to me, i just thought that this one would be different

I can't take this anymore...i worry too much and i don't know what to do...i just need to leave this place and go where no one can find me

so what do you do when you like a girl and she likes you but it is impossible for you to be together.  i tell myself that i need to let go, but everytime i see her with someone else i clinch my fist and want to take him out.....i couldn't help it last time, i told myself i was over her and that i was going to move on.  i got jealous of someone i ( Read more... )

i miss home, i don't know why, i never thought i would but i cannot believe a do...it is just so different over here and i have no one to remind me of home

i sit here listen to my music thinking...thinking of the past, what could of and what should of.  But now all i hear is that you forgot and i am forced to move on.  i try to replace you but no matter what i do the results stay the same.  damn you and our bad timing.

she  was right there in front of you and all you had to say were those three words, but you were afraid of what her answer was going to be and now that moment has come and gone.  All you're left with is the idea that someone might steal the single greatest thing that has happened in your life in a long time.