This gonna be a longer entry but I'd really like some help. I just don't know how to handle this right.

Since around 6 years I have schizophrenia. Maybe longer, but previously to 2000 I didn't hear voices and had no hallucinations. Since 2000, with periods of calmth inbetween, I have trouble with my mind.

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Just wanted to say that this journal isn't very active anymore, so any friending requests might be useless cuz I don't check that often and don't read other journals that much anymore. Sorry for any inconvenience!

(IE, I use this journal only for posting at communities)

(1 John 4:1-3 ( Read more... )

This is just a little message I wanted to send, hope it reaches the faithful ( Read more... )

Hi, I just want ya to know that I got saved tonight. Christ did something awesome to me. He then called me his friend, and I know he wants me to be with him ever. I wish I would bubble with love for him. I am a child, his. I have a somewhat broken mind, but it doesn't concern me anymore. The evil evil devil tried to mess with me, and he broke some ( Read more... )

What do you think God felt while creating Adam and Eve, while in his omniscience knowing how it would turn out?

the door to this thought seems as silly and stupid ( Read more... )

attention, attention, something has been forgotten, he said to the people ( Read more... )

Ok, this is my last update in this journal. I'd like to sum up what I have learned in the time I had this journal. It has been a somewhat easy time since march when I started it. I was in depression or anxiety only a few times, and they always left me after a while ( Read more... )

I probably won't update this journal for much longer. I'm tired of my manic introspections and seeking myself in my memories. A new journal is already up and running, here: narrow_streets. Taechay hasn't exactly failed, but he's .. outdated.