So after D-ing the early midterm today, I'm left with a sense of hopelessness. I worry that I'll never accomplish anything. I suspect that all of my acquaintances here do not like me, but they do pity me. Am I charity work? Invite me somewhere, good deed for the week, minus ten years in purgatory? I worry that I have no right to be who I am. I ( Read more... )

I made a mistake today. I opened up to Daniel. It was one of the stupidest things I've done. We were getting along great, until I got frustrated that he wouldn't let me touch him (he has these ridiculous body issues). Just days ago, I nearly made him cry because I kept pressuring him, almost unconsciously. Not for sex, but for SOMETHING. And I ( Read more... )

I went to the DMV with my sister to get our California Licenses by passing some written exam. I passed without studying. She failed by one question, and the guy let her re-answer a question because she's hot. Women have everything easy.

I hope it goes without saying that I don't really believe that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5qscOsp7Ko

I actually feel comfortable expressing my reaction to this Japanese trailor in internet slang: lolwtf. I think in a perfect world, this is how all pornos would start.

I saw Idiocracy. I don't know if it was a good movie because I was stoned, so it was amazing. I'm sure it isn't a great movie, but the premise surely is. It's kind of less funny than it is Orwellian... only scarier. Most likely future I've ever seen in a movie ( Read more... )

The girl who sits next to me in Jesus class wants to start her own publishing company. I hope that's just a really cool coincidence and not indicative of popularity in the field - or any resulting copmetition ( Read more... )

So apparently, Eng 1C, 'critical thinking', will involve nothing but critically thinking about Jesus. The required texts include various gospels, the Bible, and the DaVinci Code. Side note: I love how whenever I state that I wasn't too shocked by anything in the DaVinci Code, someone has to ask, "You know that it was a work of fiction, right?" And ( Read more... )

I just saw 'Once'. A believable and all-around less Hollywood version of 'Music and Lyrics'. Loved it, and I need the soundtrack. I recommend it to anyone with functioning ears ( Read more... )

I was looking up some characteristics for INFP's, and among those listed was, "attracted to sad things". I was surprised by how true this is. It's the perfect wording to describe exactly what I'm feeling. I'm depressed because I haven't anything real to be depressed about, nothing dramatic or beautiful and tragic to ponder and draw inspiration from ( Read more... )

Due to motherfuck state residency, any classes I take within a year will cost 800 more than common. Either I take a year off of school and sink into a pit of boredom in training for years of alcoholism, or I my parents shell out gallons of cash to pressure me into good grades I know I won't attain ( Read more... )