i'm going to try to write this freely without any limitations from my lovely habit to question everything ( Read more... )

breath in ( Read more... )

are you kidding me? here's the irony of it all : my life is a constant spill. i guess that is where the humor ties in as well. after the thousanth cup of water is spilled all over the object of choice, whether it be the computer, desk, homework, kitchen table, or select piece of floor and/or carpet, the act gets a little old. this may seem ( Read more... )

my life is consumed in a number of patterns i can't seem to escape.

holy mother. its almost the middle of march? how?! what ( Read more... )

I no longer believe in karma. None of that aphorism bullshit about being nice or being nasty or getting what you deserve. There are far too many examples that can prove otherwise.

Honestly, I believe everything happens spontaneously.

there is so much of me believing i'd rather be trapped in a naive state of mind; the one where the people you know are exactly as great as you'd like them to be. it is so much more exciting and pleasing living that way. once you settle in and see past the foggy clouds of false personalities, true colors really aren't that impressive anymore. of ( Read more... )

for the past week or so i've stayed in a generally content mood and it feels really nice. i don't believe i have ever completely put some honest effort into any of these updates, so i will try and do so ( Read more... )

"i feel like a lost moon... my planet destroyed by some cataclysmic disaster... i continue into desolation, circling in a tight little familiar orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity and refusing to believe that it is gone."


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i wish i had it in me to let some people go. sorry i'm not a heartless fool. i'm not sure how people make it seem so easy. i have a problem forgetting people when i become accustom to them being a part of my life, but maybe that just makes ME the ridiculous one.. (?)