MY APPETITE'S GONE.. AND I HOPE IT NEVER COMES BACK! hehe

down three pounds, im at 130 pounds..this is bad. i mean im relieved i lost three pounds, but to think only a month ago i was 120 pounds. i know ill get there though im starting to get stronger and control my hunger pains with a run or something because whenever i work out, afterwards im never hungry and i feel closer and closer to my goal. i HAVE ( Read more... )

i havent cried for the longest time, i feel like if i cried things would be so much better right now. i might sound stupid, but i think i just need a long hard cry.

ive failed yet again, ive failed to have control over myself and my body. i havent posted in a while because im ashamed, and digusted with myself. im up 10 pounds, after loosing 13 pounds i gain 10 of them back. its just like me to do that to, but i think once i get down i can try to eat normally and mantain that weight...thats a joke. i havent ( Read more... )

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so i finished my 10 day fast two days ago, and im not planning on continuing.. and i havent. the last 3 days i felt really weak, dizzy, light headed..you name it. but at the same time i feel great, like ive accomplished so much and my body is getting slimmer. i can see it in my face and stomach, not so much my legs but ill get there. i weighed ( Read more... )

last night was sooo bad, i got soooo high with my friends, and then of course we all go out for fast food afterwards, its ok i plan to make up for it today =)!!

i feel like puking, im the most disgusting person in the world. i hate food and parents. im going to the gym and hopefully im burn off at least 500 cals.
much love

bad binge, ive gained 3 pounds, thats just a estimate.. i havent actually weighed myself yet, im too afraid of the huge number ill see. i have a plan and goal though (of course to get myself back on track.) im going to exercise at least 5 times a week, running at least 5 miles and doing ab, butt, arm, and thigh workouts. i hope i dont build muscle ( Read more... )

pretty much things have been really hard lately.. since its summer and i cant drive all i do during the day is sit at home which leads to eating. im been trying to keep under 500 cals, but im not doing so well and ive gained massive amounts of weight since my last post. im now weigh 140 pounds. it makes me sick to think i have 140 pounds of fat on ( Read more... )