i had a horrible dream last night. one of the members of my old band was stalking me, and my boss was letting him. he would show up outside my window while i was naked and just stare until i yelled at him to go away. and she would justify it and say it was all ok. he showed up at my work and hurt me, then when i went to leave work i realized i left ( Read more... )

just finished classes, must run to work till 8:30. somehow tomorrow i need to pack our bags, clean my car, get my oil changed and be on the road by 9am. cuz that's when i told everybody i would be. there's now way i'm showing up in the tri-cities before 3. when did i think i would have the time to get all this shit done? i'm so ready for a vacation ( Read more... )

my boss is such an idiot. i gave her a copy of my school schedule, and she decides it's gonna interfere with everyone elses schedule if i try to stay full time. so she takes it upon herself to write up a new schedule. which pisses everyone off and it's all my fault ( Read more... )

i have this friend. she blew up at me today because i made a suggestion that "true blood" (which is an HBO television series about vampires, that is full of porn, violence and death) is not the right program to be watching with her children. (ages 3,7 and 11 ( Read more... )

i have this co-worker, who is a very uneducated person. she's been going to community college for 2 years and is just now going to attend a state college. and i have the best of hopes for her. she's the daughter of a drug addict and has been taking care of her mother and alcoholic sister for years. she's very right wing and agrees with nothing i ( Read more... )

he is a more a force than a person. something dangerous, manipulative and powerful. a little off kilter, possibly mad. controlling never without a dark thought in his mind. he has the ability to acquire followers without even thinking. and becomes morbidly depressed without them. turning to hallucinogenics to take the edge off. smart but never ( Read more... )

1st of all, i give you an innocent name suggestion and you come back at me by calling my cat something rude, juvenile, and vulgar? not necessary ( Read more... )

apparently we disagree on music, so we get in a big fucking fight and he punches a mirror. tonight might end in a trip to the e.r. congrats i have bad taste.

this going back to school shit is really hard. and complicated. i keep having to see people and do paperwork, and go to websites to enter information. info that could be right or could be wrong, classes i could or don't need. correspondence with my former school administrative office and my potential schools administrative office. i sort of have my ( Read more... )

this heat is crazy! and no one will shut up about it, including myself. i'm sleeping in the living room tonight, my poor little ac doesn't want to crank cold air all the way to my bedroom. last night was hellish. 4 million degrees and cats jumping all over us, all night! not a good way to sleep ( Read more... )