"Buffy the Vampire Slayer" and "Sundome" manga, along with chipping a tooth and "forcing" a guy to turn on his "friends", a crying girl that I had never met before and hammering a nail in with my bare hand; a lot of the biggest changes in my life come from the strangest things and have results that very often don't seem to fit the basic experience ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say or do, so instead I'm just going to start typing something out and see what happens. A lot has happened in the past year or so, couple years, or however long it has been since I seriously sat down and tried to type something like this out. One girl I loved left me, though I expect that was the only thing that could have ( Read more... )

I'm trying to get on here more, but I'm usually on once every week or two. I'm trying to get on more, but expect that there might be a bit of a delay if you say something to me since I won't see it right away. I'm trying to be more consistent, but I'm not going to deny the fact that it hasn't happened yet.

I'm tired and I have other things to do. But I always have other things to do and I am usually tired, so I'm going to write anyways. I don't know what exactly to say, but I know that I want to try to say it. So here goes: a post to say nothing other than what has been said for the sake of saying something rather than the specific thing that has ( Read more... )

Do you think that I will be boxed into a corner forever? I will eventually move forward, we both know that. So why do what you are doing? I only wanted peace and quiet: to live a quiet little life and not bother anyone but if you deny me that choice than I WILL take whatever option I have even if that means hurting someone. I will not take the ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream where I ended up getting a ticket to fly up to another place to see a friend and then got a ticket to fly back. Buying the first ticket was supposed to be a mistake but I bought the second ticket to come back after. The place I was going to go was supposed to be the Philippine islands, although it looked more like Spain ( Read more... )

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I am sick, one of my only good pairs of Khakis has paint on it, and I missed a required training for my job; and that is the small stuff ( Read more... )

( Warning: emo ranting type stuff. )

I had a dream that me and a number of other people were somehow tasked with protecting the world from some sort of outside threat. As we all came together and tried to figure out what was going on, it turned out that girl A was one of the other people in the group (though I wasn't sure if she was real or just a figment at that point). Things got ( Read more... )