Ok so I haven't worked out at all in a while. Trying to convince msyelf to get healthy. And not only should I go but I have one that I can go to that's included with my rent! Went to the gym tonight. Kind of sad how abd of a shape I'm in. 10 minutes on the elliptical and I couldn't breathe. I have asthma and it kicked in. Ugh. Just shows how badly ( Read more... )

So this afternoon one of the girls at work says something to me about another plane crashing into a building in NYC. It takes me a moment to really hear what she's saying then I grab the phone and call my Mom. For those who don't know I grew up right near NYC. My Mom works in hoboken which is right across the river from NYC in New Jersey. (Maybe 5- ( Read more... )

Colorless rainbow pulling into vortexes myriad
Kaleidoscopic collisions within
Conflict without
Ethereal bloodflow
Life of starstuff
the universe exhales

Llong long week. I was really bitter and unhappy for a few days there. I;m feeling somewhat better now. I did one of those retreats into myself. Worek hasnl;t been bad jsut not bringing in money so it has been stressful. My bank account is near Nil so thats got me way down. It will pass, just got to stick it thru ( Read more... )

The only word for today is blah. neither good nor bad jsut balh. I actually got off my ass and vacuumed the apartment so I feel a little better. I don;t know if anything is actually bothering me or not. HMPH.

Anchorman rules. :)

Another freaking shitty day at work. last week they are all "stay. Your great! We want you!" Now this week all we are being told is how bad we suck cause we are getting beat by the competition. HMMMMM. I also was told today thast the other offer is still open. How do you know hwat the right choice is? If I leave I'm bruning a 3-year old bridge but ( Read more... )

Work sucked today. At work we lost out on some money to our competition. I don;t want to get into that too much, I'm a bill collector and we are competing for money. I'm not usopet that they are trying to make changes. What pisses me off is that they are impying and basically saying we suck. We don;t suck. Our numbers are better than a year ago, ( Read more... )

I'm back. I've been lurking for a while. Just preoccupied wiht my own thoughts but I really want to use this more. HUGS to all. :)

Just wanted to show some more as well as try this cut thing....

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