My indignant anger is once again forced into confinement, this time for the "sake" of others. I've been told, "Be part of the solution not the problem." One of those sayings from my father, and we know how those turn out, but it is also a sentiment echoed by many others. However, now I'm being told not to vocalize my issues with others because ( Read more... )

14 weeks since my last post. . .Is posting nothing better than posting worthless crap?  I've been on facebook in an attempt to find people who go to the same community college as I do, or at least live in the general area, but to no avail.  So that's where I've been.

Lately I've found myself skirting the edge of minimum requirements for computer ( Read more... )

I think I'm about two weeks into summer quarter and philosophy (intro) is already amusing.  Instead of using a textbook we're using books that the philosophers wrote.  (Even with around six books the total cost was less than a textbook...makes you wonder about the publisher-school complex.)  Predictably we started in Ancient Greece with the " ( Read more... )

Last wednesday Spring Quarter ended.  I managed to survive my first quarter of (community) college.  3.6 in psych 100, and 2.0 in writing 101 (pretty much only did the papers).  Monday I start summer quarter with First Aid/CPR (for the physical education requirement and that I know all of it because of boy scouts) and intro into philosophy ( Read more... )

I certainly haven't been as active as my "post-whoredom" days, but I like to think I've matured somewhat and have come to the realization that there is enough pointless shit to go around (I blame bloggers and fox news).  Even with my diminished olfactory abilities it's apparent that the pile is only getting bigger.  I wait for the internet ( Read more... )

I'm really liking this song, I should hear the original version by Morrissey as well.  All of the covers on AFI's decemberunderground (at least on the extended/enhanced/etc version) are quite good in my opinion.

Oh, you look so tired
Mouth slack and wide
Ill-housed and ill-advised
Your face is as clean
As your life has been, so

Crash into my arms
I ( Read more... )

For awhile I let the world lull me into a false sense of security, my life seemed to be looking up. After two years of trial and error my medication cocktail was finally perfected; I no longer had to deal with a muted shade of happiness and enjoyment. I passed the GED and finally signed up for college. For once it seemed that my life was going ( Read more... )

I think I forgot I had this. It sounds stupid, but I can't think of anything else that's mildly logical. I'll just blame it on being one of my phases ( Read more... )

I feel pretty lonely, isolated, even alienated to some extent. I need to make some friends here, but I honestly don't remember how to ( Read more... )

It's rather difficult to play any games on this pretty much piece of junk computer, and the internet can only keep you amused for so long. To hopefully solve this problem I decided to see if I could any emulators to work on this computer. Well, this computer is so bad that it can't pretend to be a N64 or a playstation one...so I've been playing ( Read more... )