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cracket-- what did you do to my dog?!?

Jan 26, 2005 21:23

*falls into an exhausted sleep in their hotel room/suite and is imediately followed to sleep by a vivid dream. he's 13 and its a few dyas before a big gig- nervousness and unease make it hard for him to sleep, as he tosses and truns into a light slumber, a moaning noise and a slam stirs him awake, groggy he listens again as he hears a bigger slam ( Read more... )

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okah123 January 27 2005, 02:39:23 UTC

I flipped out on YOU? fuck you. YOU'RE the one who started it. YOU threw me off you when i was just trying to wake you up. YOU cursed at me and me to get the fuck outta your room when i was only trying ton help. i didnt touch your dick, you only wish i did. im sick of you lying about me taylor. how could you think that i possbily LIKED it? you're just like him. you call me bad? fine, then you're just like me. you're just like evry other sick bastard in this world taylor. i told you to stay outta my room for a reason, THREE TIMES. it was YOUR fault that you came in. all i was trying to do was help you tay, and you turn around and pit it in my face.

thefinalcall January 27 2005, 02:42:09 UTC

jesus avery-- i was ASLEEP when i threw you off me. if youdda listened and got out none of this woulldda happened.

okah123 January 27 2005, 02:44:17 UTC

I'M YOUR SISTER. im not supposed to just LEAVE you there when you're having a nightmare.

okah123 January 27 2005, 02:48:51 UTC

and why would u lie about me? i never touched you you sick fuck

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doinitwitrythem January 27 2005, 06:16:21 UTC

Holy fuck Tay..that's just...wow *gulp* I don't really uh...um...want to relive that Tay, please um can we not ever bring this up ever again?You know what happened last time, I don't want a relapse,I can't risk that again..I mean,...those babies relye on me,Kate relyses on me to be the best father and lover,no one liked me when I was that way...I didn't even like me. =0(. That's..wow...why would you dream that man?I am REALLY worried about you now Tay..it's obvious your under a lot of stress and your still haunted by those thoughts and memorys Tay and so its causing you to have messed up dreams like that..I dunno maybe you should look further into it?Maybe you should see someone for this?I know that the past has been pretty hard for all of us...but especially you and Ave.You...you don't think its possible that all that really happened and you chose to bloack it out for so many years?Or even...Jessica?...*is quick to shake the thought from his head*...no...nah, its not..its not possible.Love ya Tay, please...PLEASE see someone about

okah123 January 27 2005, 20:51:14 UTC

told u he's crazy. he sees me having sex with our dad in his dreams. he sees jessica, who was never even RAPED. sick? yeah.

thefinalcall January 28 2005, 01:42:21 UTC

last i checked you couldnt help your dreams. cause believe me-- my dreams would consists of like puppies, cake, jack, and a nude jennifer aniston.

doinitwitrythem January 28 2005, 09:44:24 UTC

lmao!!!That';s funny Tay hahaha.Atleast it kind of lightened up the tension that filled the air

wwcandles January 27 2005, 21:42:15 UTC

Tay baby! What is happening to you? This is most positively NOT healthy or normal so dont brush it off like it is. You need to talk to someone, get away. Maybe you and Ave need some time apart. Im beginning to more than just question your sanity.

You know where to find me, dont be a stranger.
<3 Arwen

thefinalcall January 28 2005, 01:44:40 UTC

im sane, just haunted my thoughts and memories in my sleep. i dont think about it at all during my wake periods or even non exhuasted sleep. just when im exhuatsed i get fucked up dreams. i dont know. fuck. maybe i am nuts. after im done and home and just settling down... maybe ill see someone.

avery-- maybe you should leave.

okah123 January 28 2005, 01:49:53 UTC

fine. just say the word and im gone.

doinitwitrythem January 28 2005, 09:56:42 UTC

Tay...don't question your sanity, your exausted and I am sure your not crazy,there's a reasonable explination for this im sure.1.) I think that your haunted by your own pain and Aves pain so your causing yourself to relive some of her worst moments because you so badly want to understand. 2.) I think you feel a lot of guilt for maybe not stopping it it earlyier?Like you could have done something but didn't..but Tay it was just a dream and that's not how it was or is at all Tay,you didn't REALLY see it happening or know it was going on..otherwise you would have stopped it sooner just like you did when you finally found out. 3.) We often dream of what we fear! It all makes sense when you look at it like that.Just think about it!Love ya. Be gentle on Ave alright man?She's fragile...and a gentle soul.

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jessicaaxox January 30 2005, 22:40:05 UTC

Woahhhh Tay... At first I was reading that and I was like where is that coming from??? That is one twisted dream but you can't help what you dream. You probably just dreamt that because of everything that's going on so I'm not gonna hold that against you. Dad NEVER raped me. No one has ever raped me... Just to clear things up. I love you bro. Why are you going to Colombus? And when is the Tulsa show?