tarnished like the angels

[thefinalcall]

i miss my brother... zac, you know youre the world to meand i couldnt ask for more in a bother than what you offer. i could never do anything to obad for you. i wish i was open and accepting like you. i love you and i never want to disappoint to the extereme. just please understandn taht when i do things... its for a reason and my reasons arent

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[doinitwitrythem]

Taylor..I miss you too. Those words sink deep into my heart like ink in a tattoo that's always going to be there,your always going to be there.I will love you through the good times and even keep on loving you right through the bad. It's not so much that I miss "you" physically, it's that I miss what we were, we had this inceperable relationship. A brotherly bond that goes runs thick in blood, and a friendship that is unconcurable, people...including Isaac resented us for our relationship as they were jealous. Telling Each other everything, always running a plan by with the other one to get a second opinion as to whether or not it would be good to go through with, never going any place one without the other and if by any chance one of us did we would be sure to bring the cell phone and text message each other back and forth and check up on each other or just say whats up?, including each other in everything, these are all the things that made us great brothers and just as great of friends. I miss that and until I know I can have that

[thefinalcall]

i dont know zac.. i miss the days when we could just chill in the living room and watch tv... read... talk. i miss it. or wehn we used to cook together? well if i ever get better. itll be better... i swear for you, cause i owe you my life at this moment. i owe you a lot... and im not worried im just... i feel bad for what i did... what i said. i cant take it back.

[doinitwitrythem]

Taylor...it's all something that is not too far from reaching distance, it's not so unrealistic that it can never be achieved again.

There are no "IF"'s as in you getting better, only "when"s you got that Taylor? If's shows signs of vulnerabilitys, if's show signs of saying it can go either way, whens...they show more stability, they show what you want and what your most likely going to get because you just..you want it so bad, whens show security, so that is what we are talking about alright Taylor? I have no time or room for "if"s when it comes down to you and your life.

You Tay, you owe me nothing, we made a pact a long time ago and I plan to keep it till the end of days, I do nothing because I have to but because I want to, nothing I know you wouldnt do for me.

You can't take it back, that's right, but you can make up for it through your future, you can make up for it now and by not repeating those same mistakes.I love you.

[okah123]

*sigh* i just cant help thinking all of this is my fault, that i made you like this. im sorry tay, and ill be careful. you be careful too, dont do anything stupid. its nice to know you're still alive though, i havent heard from you in weeks.

what do you need to talk to me about?

[wwcandles]

hey tay!

im about to run out but i just wanted to stop by and say hello to an old friend. Call me sometime!

Arwen

New Kate

[doinitwitrythem]

we now have a new kate. Please add takenbyzac to your friends list.