Maybe if I carressed the keys more gently, sweeter things would drip from them ( Read more... )

last night i went to eros with ellie and nick. it was entertaining. there was some cool stuff. i liked it. ellie nick and i watched the daria movie. then bill came over. eh. im tired of bullshit. im tired of not having love. im tired of menial things that quell instantaneous feeling. yet i live for the moment. im weird. a box of conflictions is all ( Read more... )

intelligent, witty, fun, interesting, loving guy. i dont care if youre arrogant, as long as youre affectionate and not aloof. i need love. thats all. i need someone to hold me and tell me it'll be alright, because im not so sure. i need to know someone can love me romantically.

this morning i went on a walk with the intention of sitting near the water and writing. so left 1217 with a bag containing only a couple pens and the journal peter gave me for christmas and headed towards todville. and about a block down the road on my left i saw an unfinished street that dead ended into a leveled field. on a whim, i headed for the ( Read more... )

i found this in my purse, scrawled on several post its. i remember writing this drunk on new years eve, i went out to tonias car, produced this and went back inside. its the product of a couple levels of inebriation, but i like it ( Read more... )

everything seems so menial lately. im not sure why. new years was ok, went to a party with tonia and jason, met some new people... this girl haley was pretty cool, we talked about art. it was nice. then this guy eric was interesting. very cute. very funny. taught me a little about spinning. i got kinda drunk, and quite stoned. i havent done that in ( Read more... )

can anyone think of a way to be innovative in the post-modern era? is there anythign else new to do? im sure there is...just caught in a paradigm....

had fontenot final today (i'll talk about that in a minute :D ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone with clark again! And Im good! YAY! It was great totalk to him... made me smile...I do love him, hes a great guy, there was a reason I was *in* love with him in the first place... .. and I have another reason to be happy... Im developing a huge crush on this guy John... hes an awesome guy, intelligent, romantic, the whole ( Read more... )