I really can’t handle being sad anymore. I hate this “getting over you” process. It’s really getitng in the way of me being happy. it’s been 4 months damnit! you would think I would stop having days where i just want to curl up into a ball and cry over you ( Read more... )

Oh how that was true this evening. I went to go hang out with some friends of mine, and this one guy who i usually find to be a complete jerk, you know the type says things to make pepole feel uncomfortable, that whole deal, i end up talking with him in his room for like 3 freakin hours about movies, politics, art, everything really. And in all ( Read more... )

I just got asked by a professor if I am the type of person who always needs to be with someone. (meaning romantically). Because it seems to him i am always with someone. I never thought i was like that....but maybe i am....

This is depressing me horribly.

i haven't crushed like this in a while. i fear i am WAY too obvious, and that i may have made a fool of myself last night.

words haunt me. and i hate it.

i don't really post here anymore. i mainly use it to keep up with others.

i have another blog however, where you can check in on me. I mostly post things i find off of the internet, but i do occasionally write things there. check it out

http://doodleology.tumblr.com/

I wish i didn’t feel pathetic ( Read more... )

Living without you is like learning how to write with your opposite hand. You can do it, it doesn't look as good but with practice it will get better.

and at this moment.......it all its me.

if you could only see the pain you are causing me. you would regret everything.

now what?