I just realized, that i probably will never see you again. and that is the scariest thought ever. why did i think i could take you out of my life? i know i have to to be able to heal, but in doing so, i really might have taken you out of my life forever. because i doubt you will contact me again.

what have i done?

I found this on a random blog today. It suits me perfectly lately...

Not everyone is like you, not everybody can forget their past and just move on as if it never existed. Not everybody can fall in love again and again ( Read more... )

Its sad when one of the hardest things you've ever had to do was remove someone from your friends list on facebook......

There are things i encounter that i can't explain, you were the only one who was able to help me understand. and now i don't have your help anymore.

i hope i will again someday.

I'm scared. really scared. its funny i have never been scared to see him in my life.

im going to need hugs at the end of tomorrow. lots of them. so don't ask. just give them. i sometimes like it better that way.

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this silence is killing me. and i don't know how to turn it off.

so i have decided that i am a really really nice person. here is why ( Read more... )

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