i'm sorry that i usually only post blah entries here. i dunno, i guess i feel this journal is here for me to spew. just to write things down when i need them. i've tried keeping normal journals for that purpose but i can never do it. i can't even keep this consistently. so sorry if you keep thinking i'm always sad. i'm not. but when i post here it ( Read more... )

So happier entry. i've been told i need to update this more often. (aly :p ( Read more... )

I've got to get these silly thoughts out of my head....

but what if they are true? ugh.

im probably just imagining it again....i guess im overtired or something

i was in maine last week. i had the best time. the week was so fantastic. we went hiking and swimming and bowling and all sorts of stuff. and i got to be with casey. that was the best part. i missed him so damn much ( Read more... )

i'm feeling very lonely these past few days. i have no idea why ( Read more... )

i am not ready for this....

AHHHHHHHH FINALS WEEK ( Read more... )

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*cough*
*sniffle*
*blow nose*
*cough*
*cough*
*cough*

lather. rinse. and repeat.....

To Do ( Read more... )