Home. My husband uses me as an excuse to make excuses.

I've been informed I might be moved to a supervisory position at a job I have no loyalty to. I'm flattered, but...

I guess if my loan fails this is okay, I can help the mood and train the servers. If it goes through though I'll feel bad.

I should have said no to the sativa. I've been talking nonstop about things I didn't notice I noticed. I feel great, but not tired. I can tell my husband is annoyed, and I don't blame him; I'm annoyed constantly.

I miss my business. I like my job, but it's not mine. It's not what I worked tirelessly for but somehow couldn't keep. I feel sad all the ( Read more... )

I didn't know which way being a business owner would turn out, but I never thought it would be violence. It hasn't come to that yet, but it's very close. I haven't wanted to throat punch anyone so badly in my life. I'm wondering if I can legally call him a ratfink to his face. And then throat punch him.

Done with conventional life, I gave it a good try. This should be ugly but I guess that's what I bought into. We'll see...

My thoughts brought me back to the west side tonight. Somehow that lead me to a video from the mangina basement. I could have sworn I was there, but I couldn't find myself. Then all of a sudden I realized I would know for sure from what I posted here ( Read more... )

I want to go where no one knows my name.

Does anybody know why the public school system in Washington does not want to actually award me for an education? I have been a Washington state resident my entire life. Why am I not receiving in-state tuition? I attended North Idaho College for two years, paying Washington-Idaho reciprocity, and with the advice of NIC completed the correct amount ( Read more... )

i don't know. i hope it will be fine. im in the middle of finals, grad apps, and ty decides to give me the silent treatment. awesome. maybe i should just be single forever.

of course, when i remember i need to update my lj, map of june would magically start playing. i think all the time about how innocent those days were, and how i feel barely drunk after a bottle of wine. thats not innocent at all. i miss my friends, i miss my family, i know i'll always expect more of myself but really? i need a break. i need ( Read more... )

Well I've been through quite a bit this last year, I've definitely lived and learned. I can't sleep so I'm watching breakfast at tiffany's. How people can be so beautiful but so lost no longer puzzles me."Is she or isn't she?" I feel good, I just get those mean reds ( Read more... )